Sorry..

Just know that there is a lot i don't remember.. maybe it was too painful to remember.. but either way.. i seems to know the place there.. seems... got a sudden feeling that i miss you... had a blank mind today... can't really think of anything... brain doesn't really function... it is kind of scary... suddenly wondering why i have so much imagination... those imagination are TOO GOOD to be true!!.. so don't think so much.. it won't happen... you and your happily every after... IT WON'T HAPPEN!! i am telling you... you can imagine but don't treat it as really... since when did you ever get what you want... like really when... stop hurting yourself now!!... wake up!!.. *SMACK!!!* WAKE UP WILL YOU!! *SLAPS*... why won't you wake up.. i am tired... too tired.. oh whatever... don't go crying again if it doesn't come true.. == I GIVE UP!!... i don't know who or what am i anymore!!!