1 more day..

Memories... i remember... i remember all that i forgotten... i remember all that i tried so hard to forget.. why did it come back to me... why... it took me very long to forget.. and it just took... less than 1 min to remember everything back again... now how am i to forget it again.... or am i to live with it... i am to live with it aren't i? really... why is it so hard... 11 years... seems to pass very fast... i guess.. just another day won't be any harm... been living with it for so long... what does one day matter anyway... loving someone... how to not love someone.. waiting... why does waiting hurt... i am just waiting for the time to pass... for the wounds to heal... waiting... to forget everything... waiting... waiting... heart-pain~~ does it even matter... no one cares... why do it bother... i am just wasting my time.. my effort... my energy.... tired...