Gone~~

Wake up in the morning... felt dead... like there is no soul.. then i realize my soul was gone... i said goodbye to it yesterday.. feel kind of funny.. i am lost... just left a body that moves... all the feeling of happiness i had.. was gone like never there... all the love and hate... the good the bad look same to me.. what is the difference? all are human.. all have heart.. all breathing.. never actually felt such empty before... all that is left with me are the pain that no one.. not even myself understand... i can't believe that i was so stupid... so dumb.. i actually believe that fairy tales can happen to real life.. now i realize that is just a dream to cover the reality... now i am finally in the coldness of reality..