Music...

A way for me to escape from this world.. i wish i could just escape forever.. to a calming land.. a place with no worries.. no stress.. all the freedom i want.. all the peace... a big blue ocean.. a pretty waterfall... a clear mountain.. but when the music ends.. i will have to wake up.. i can replay the music forever.. but what is the point when all this are just my imagination a dream that is never real.. a dream that never comes true.. a dream to be forgotten... losing everything is still okay so long i have friends and family.. but i lost fate and trust in friendship... all i am left is family.. but how long they can be with me.. to be simple i am just alone.. alone like i always wanted to be.. yet i am afraid to be.. what to do.. i don't seem to have a choice..