I think...

Let god decide ba.. i really don't know le.. i am afraid to say that i know.. i am afraid of the answer.. i am afraid of myself... what to do.. >< the answer to my question is right there.. but i don't dare go close to it... all that is left is your answer to my question.. but the question.. the question.. is so scary.. @@ i don't see the hope i always cling on anymore.. *SMACK* (wake up from this already!!) i guess.. this is a my doing.. i am the one to my myself suffer like that.. @@ why do i bother~~ the answer is so clear.. and yet.. yet.. the answer is so far.. :(