What do i want...

Why your name keep appearing in my head.. why your image keep popping out of my mind... what is it that i must find out from you.. why do you even appear.. brain... what do you want... i don't get you.. i don't understand... why.. you keep appearing and i don't know why.. what am i suppose to do.. you are like something i lost long time ago.. but i believe we never meet before.. but your name.. is just where did i heard it before.. or did i even heard it before... what is it.. am i suppose to remember something i forgotten? what did i forget.. who are you? have we met? seeing you feels familiar.. but i don't remember seeing you at all in the past.. maybe you were someone i knew in my past life.. who knows... god doesn't want to let me know... maybe is better not knowing.. but i prefer to know at least i know the reason why and won't regret.. even if i do regret at least i know i asked for it..