Afraid ~~

I am getting more and more afraid.. what am i afraid of.. why is the future like so scary to go on.. there is a lot i don't know.. anyone has the answers to my question? i need the answers.. just give me the answers to my problems in life.. == i don't need the answers to the future.. i just need the answers to the present and the past.. will someone please give me!!.. god please... i really want to know the answers.. even if it is a bad thing i also want to know.... i really need to know... the mystery to my life is so hard to understand.. i afraid to go on.. but staying is of no help to me at all.... what is waiting for me infront... i can't see i can't feel it.. help... i need it.. @@