Thinking...

Thinking.. Wondering.. Hoping... Wishing... what's the point... == is there any meaning to this... Believe.. what am i hanging on to.. why am i kind of scare of you.. when i see you feel like talking to you at the same time feel like hiding.. what is it that i want.. but hiding from you i will feel a little upset... don't hide from you i feel scare... afraid... and i don't know why... >~<'' you keep appearing in my mind.. why is it?... what is this feeling i am having.. is like never felt before.. never had this feeling before... what am i suppose to do... i really don't know...