I don't know anymore...

Smile.. is my way to show that i am not sad.. or at least is just to let people know that i am not sad.. that fact is i don't want any of you to worry.. seeing you all worry is sad for me.. i rather pretend to be happy at least you all don't need to worry.. is a lie i made.. and a lie that will always continue.. i don't want to lie.. but i don't know what to do already... smile :')