Wavering... ~~

Like, don't like... hate, don't hate.... love, don't love... want, don't want... like the wave.. not even.. different speed... different height... strong... weak... i can't decide... like a dream i can't wake up from... what a long dream i am having.. afraid to wake.. scare that once wake up i will lose all the sweet things in the dream.. knowing that reality is not that nice to look at.... ~~ in my dreamland i guess... what to expect... life is just like this... haiz... >~<'''