Sad...

These few days my mind is blank.. don't really know what to write.. life suddenly to me has no meaning.. why am i born in the first place... some say we are born to finish our task.. that make us sound like god is just playing with us.. some say we are born to find out why.. and repay for whatever we have done to deserve this.. but what i don't get it is that.. why do this to us.. life is hard enough just by  thinking about money.. == while other people might wonder if that will live pass tomorrow.. some just waste their life.. while people like me wonder why are we even here.. how did it all started.. ~~ answers why do you always run away when i almost grab you..