Not my choice..

You leave me before i could say no.. i didn't even have the chance to say bye.. seeing the shadow fading.. standing there thinking you will come back.. you didn't even turn when you left.. leaving me with a the sadness.. i can't run away.. tears and pain just pour down on me like rain.. cold and wet and alone.. and you are not coming back.. waiting to to say that last goodbye i didn't manage to say... years pass.. and i forgot.. that last goodbye.. i went on my way to find the path that is meant for me.. that last goodbye wasn't mine to keep, wasn't yours to take.. i left the place without turn back like you did.. leaving memories and a letter.. "goodbye"