Gosh... ==

I have no idea anymore.. so did i give up on (him)? or did i just like for another person? i feel like seeing that person... feeling like knowing everything about him.. what the hell am i doing? who do i like... what do i want.. who am i.. why everything is so messy right now.. i left school and promise to forget that person.. and i half way forgetting that person... i like someone else? did i? YOU KNOW IT HURTS TO LIKE SOMEONE WHO WON'T EVER LIKE YOU!!... so don't think about like anyone please.. i know i don't deserve it.. i know..