lonely..

Standing some where far.. seeing how happy you are.. seeing how nature behind you look so beautiful.. like you are part of nature.. if i go it won't be the same.. but if i don't go i am hurting myself more.. i want to be able to see the beautiful world like when you are around.. you are like the only torchlight i have in the dark.. and the light is already fading.. but i use to you shining my way for me.. i don't want to be alone in the dark.. i wished you had lead me out of the dark.. but you didn't and i'm afraid to go on without knowing what's infront...