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Why is it like so hard... == where to put... how to put... how to score.. how the hell do you count.. @@ how to see.. I CAN'T THINK!!!.. am i suppose to not think just put.. ahh.. >~<'' i am so use to think where people will put before i put... BUT WHY THIS CHESS GAME SO FREAKING BIG!!! so many possible move.. how to see sia.. Balance... how to balance when i don't know how to see, how to score.. i don't even know where the hell the other person will put... this game is like teaching me to not think and just feel.. but feel what.. i can't even see if the other person attacking a not... everything in life also need think one.. suddenly ask me don't think like very impossible.. ==  how to feel... asking me to be blind? gosh this need a lot of patience.. and the best part i am running of patience... x.x