Memory

Loving you i can't do it.. not loving you i can't forget.. your name.. your face.. your everything.. is just there.. wind blows.. leaves fall.. flower bloom.. clouds pass.. sun rise.. wondering what is the meaning of love.. what does it mean.. it mean having you? wanting you? leaving you? blessing you? some say love is selfish.. some say love is giving.. what is my love towards you?.. or is that even call love.. will i ever get the answer.. what do i want? what am i waiting for? walking to the future in a slow pace.. if i walk too fast i will miss a lot of things.. but if i walk too slow.. there will be more sadness won't it.. there is no speed good enough... you will still miss something or lose something either way..