Watse of my time and effort..

If you want die the go on... no one is stopping.. yeah i know... what i say won't change this freaking world in to a better place.. not as if you dying will change it to a better place either.. you think you are the only one who suffer... you haven't seen the world.. and bull shit say you know it world well enough.. by saying you suffer more proves it wrong.. everyone ask me leave you alone.. let you be.. and yeah.. i thought that by talking to you it will make a difference at least a little.. and oh right.. i see how this is going.. come on.. who the hell you think you are.. your mum gave birth to you and you want to die just like that.. everytime you are like this i just can't help but want to knock some sense in to you.. and that i always end up getting curse by you.. and you say that i part of what made you like this.. but for you information.. i didn't ask you to kill yourself.. i didn't ask you to doubt me.. i didn't ask you to curse me.. i didn't ask you help me either.. and that i realize you didn't either.. so from now on.. whatever.. is always the same.. you said you change.. but you freaking didn't at all..