Wake up already!!.. kay? :'(

You know it.. you should have already know it.. but why.. you knew didn't you? why... why.. why are you doing this to yourself... there won't be any result... there won't.. so why do you bother.. you of all people should know how tiring this is.. you should.. but why.. why are you still torturing yourself.. i want it to end.. and either you end it.. or i end it.. which has no differences actually.. we both are the same person.. and that either way.. i have to move on.. crying won't help.. getting mad won't help.. shouting won't help.. nothing will help actually... except.. if i continue.. continue walking... and walking.. till.. i finally finish it...