So long..

It has been so long seen i last wrote anything here... now that i realize the world is changing.. into a more and more different thoughts and feeling kind.. meaning.. that things are not like it use to be.. last time people can smile for no reason.. they can laugh for no reason.. they can even do whatever they can to help a person and not wanting anything in return... i can't see this people anymore.. they are getting lesser and lesser... or is that everyone is still the same.. but they are afraid to show.. to this world they say.. you can never trust anyone.. not even your family members... i was thinking won't it be very hard.. to me trusting is kind of important... if you don't trust me then you can just leave.. because there is no point in keeping a friendship/relationship if 'suspect' is in the way.. i hoping that my friends will really trust me.. because.. even if i lie.. i have my reason.. and that lie wasn't meant to hurt you in the first place...