Wake up!! NOW!! ><''

I have decided!! and please stop changing!!... Stop appearing at the wrong time!! why everytime when i decide something you appear!! why you have to torture me.. why am i affected by it anyway... what the heck is wrong with me... i need to decide this fast.. if i don't decide it now.. i think i can't walk out of this.. if i don't walk out of this.. and am forever stuck in this situation... now i must decide.. and stick to the decision... going to think about it tonight!! =3=