Do you know?.. or do i know..?

I really don't know what is wrong with me.. everytime i see you like that get angry.. i get piss off.. i wonder is it because you change.. or maybe i am the one who change. or is that i am unable to help you at all.. i.. haiz.. forget it.. >~<'' i give up.. so tired..

In the end..

I didn't have time to post the story up.. i didn't finish it.. more like i didn't bother.. haiz.. everything is going to pile up soon.. i wish teacher would give us the project already.. >~<'' he better give it now if not i won't have the mood to do it le!!.. not only no mood also no time... AHHHHHH!!!! :S *faints*  everything getting harder and harder.. :(

Beginning...

Maybe since my blog is kind of dead... i don't know what to share.. or what is positive.. is to complicated to think about it.. so i think i will use it to write a story a make up one see how things goes... i am hoping i will have many idea on how to write the story.. hope you all can imagine the story the way that i did.. or at least get what i am writing...

I don't know how..

I really really hate you at times.. i guess i am a type of person that doesn't want to be forgotten.. but it seems i am easily forgotten.. was it something i done? or did i not do enough.. i used to say so long you are happy nothing matters.... but now i don't know already.. no matter what is out there waiting for me i have to face it on my own right? i get it now.. it so clear now.. pray for the future then..