Afraid...

I suddenly became very afraid.. i don't want to lose.. growing up is a part of life but.. i don't want.. shows that like will soon be all gone.. is already disappearing now.. i just hope i stays there.. because it can at least make me feel that no matter how to world change something is still there.. waiting for me to recall.. if i had a chances i will buy all the anime i love all the movie i love and just pray that they won't be broken.. lost.. yes world you can change the future.. but please don't delete my past.. it means a lot to me.. no matter how bad it is..